Sunday, June 24, 2007

12 Weeks


Here is my belly at 12 weeks. I am telling you, I feel different this week. I don't think I look that different, but I feel my belly hanging over my pants. My you-know-whats are also spilling over. The changes in my body are not bringing out cozy mothering feelings. Instead, I am worried over the life take-over that will be this child! I am so worried about losing my identity as an individual. I realize that these fears are completely selfish. I realize that I should probably keep my mouth shut. I realize that my poor child will think I don't love it. BUT... I am scared!
It is kind of like the identity change I went through after getting married. I changed my name. MY OWN NAME! I wasn't even ME anymore! Very weird. I mean I made the choice to get married. I made the choice to change my name. I just didn't realize the effect I would experience.
Now I am feeling similar. I won't even be Stacey WILSON now. I will be "Timmy's Mom". Or some-such thing.
Don't worry, I will be back to excited next week. I just have this selfish moment that I need to write down in order to move through it. I don't really do "bottled up".

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

12 weeks tomorrow!!






May 14, 2007


Here is my 6 week & 5 day photo - taken after our first doctor visit. I was ecstatic!! This was the day that we called everyone and told them. It was KILLING me for the nine days that I knew and couldn't say anything! When that ultrasound was floating around all blurry I was just curious, and then... there was this major pumping going on_____ it was the baby's heartbeat!!!!! I was totally crying, then the lady turned on the sound and we HEARD it! That thing was not even a centimeter, but had a heartbeat. That's it, I turned into blubber....




June 13, 2007


This is 11 weeks - not much difference! Although last week I was wondering how my baby can be growing if I am not, I am now perfectly content with not showing just yet. This weekend we saw my sister Amanda at the Tjerrild Family Picnic at Bass Lake. Girl has 7 weeks to go, but appears to be ready to explode!


At any rate, I am going to try to be patient for this kid - no matter what I do it won't be here for a while anyway.
Peace.

Monday, June 4, 2007

Live from Soledad....It's Monday Night!

Well, I am back from Denmark!


(Photo of my mom & Karin - who we stayed with most of the trip).





Ok, so I've been back for two entire months.





GIVE ME A BREAK! They have been really busy months:





April:
  • Reopened the Soledad Pool

  • Had surgery on my shoulder

  • Taught a lifeguard training class

  • Went away with Blaine for the weekend

  • Found out I am PREGNANT!


May:

  • Eat everything in sight

  • Cry at every song on the radio

  • Daydream about napping

  • Lay awake at night hoping my boobs fall off

  • Anxiously await my next doctor's appointment
  • List our house for sale: www.573desertstar.com

Now that it is June 4th, I am still feeling like I was in the entire month of May (I thought it was the "merry, merry month of May"?).

The good news is that I have been very busy at work. (Therefore not focusing too much on the ticking clock or my preggo symptoms). I am really excited to be meeting my personal goal of adding two new programs each year. This year I am actually adding many more: Girls' Softball, Track Team, Summer Concert Series, Summer Craft Series, and Flag Football. Additionally, next week we launch our new website: www.soledadrec.com. Check it out to see everything that is "happening in Soledad" (I know that is cheezy, but I love the catchphrase!)

Hope all is well in your neck of the woods. Check in often, because I will post photos of my pregnant belly (or lack of it right now) and more photos of the kid after the next ultrasound (June 26th).

Here's to Wilson Baby #1 - 10 weeks along on Wednesday!

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Live from Denmark

Hello from the land of many islands!

We are at our fourth stop: Karin & Jesper Skovsgård's house. (I am typing on a Danish keyboard, so I can use all the interesting Danish alphabet letters: æ, ø, å, €, µ). They, and their three kids- Morten (17), Simon (15), and Anne (12) - were all in CA this past July.

First, my aunt Carol and my Mom picked me up at the Kobenhåven airport (that's Copenhagen to you Americans) on Friday afternoon. My flights were smooth, but a few minutes late. They did not even look at my passport, much less stamp it!

We stayed in Kobenhåven one night, walking down the Strøller, or the "walking street". The hotel was a very old building downtown. The walls were so thin that we could hear everything people said on our floor all night long! Good thing there were no honeymooners!!

Everything is compact here: the shower, the bed, the room, the elevator, the CARS!

We met up with my Mom's cousin Holger's second son, Jan for Saturday breakfast at our hotel. He is 42 years old, but looks 29 at the most! He has a website for his acting career in Denmark that I will search for when I get home. He was very nice and funny. He even drove & walked around Kobenhåven with us for the day. We saw the oldest operating fort, the queen's residence, the little mermaid statue, and the new opera house. There is a very beautiful walking street with different colored buildings and a harbor, and tons of restaurants where everyone is eating outside and sitting to drink beer and wine.

Later we drove to Sweden to stay with Lone and Thomas Lundquist. (They didn't stamp my passport, AGAIN) They are so funny and really welcoming - just like everyone! Their kids are Patrick(20), Camilla(17), and Madeleine(5). We walked around the neighborhood to see all the different, as well as typical, Swedish houses. They made a huge dinner, gave us Swedish cards and t-shirts, and stayed up late talking with us. We all invited Milla to come and stay with us this summer to practice english and see California.

We slept very late on Sunday, ate another huge amount of food at their house, then drove into Malmo (population 300k) to see the Twisting Torso building, and the awesome shoreline walking street. We walked in downtown, too.

Also very late, we left Sweden after dinner with the Ludquists. We drove into Denmark to mom's cousin Andres Peter's house. He looks very much like my Grandpa! I remember meeting him a couple of times when he vistited my Grandparents. He remembers everything! He thanked me for letting him sleep in my bed when I lived with my Grandparents and he visited. He was wonderful, as was his lady friend Hanne. He had just finnished renovating the entire house! he said "I made it new for you".

WE spent the day with the two of them. later, AP's sister Hanne also came over! It was wonderful to be treated like royalty with all the food laid out all the time- We have to be careful not to gain a hundred kilos while we are here!

Then, we arrived by 6pm at the Skovsgård's.

Whew, I guess I should update more often to save you from reading this long long letter.

I did keep it short, so I will have to remember the details of the amazing landscapes, expensive toll bridges, and Strong wind!

Remember: left is venstre and right is højre. (I am trying to learn Danish...ha.)

Saturday, March 17, 2007

So that's why we pay so much to live here!

Beautiful, huh?

This was me driving safely to school two weeks ago. There was this most amazing clear air to properly display the breathtaking view.

Just wanted to share!

Friday, March 16, 2007

Good Morning (oh wait, it's afternoon already!)



If the title of this post doesn't fill you in, allow me: I Am Busy!




I am at work. I am heating up a microwave lasagne as I type. I just realized I haven't updated the world (or whomever actually reads this thing) on my super fab life.




Today, I am:






  • scheduling the next year of programs for the rec district.


  • (including: basketball, swim team, water aerobics, tennis, golf, Swimming lessons, track team, t'ai chi chih, and more!)


  • preparing some mailers/flyers for said programs, including the soledad Pool schedule.


  • rescheduling my pre-op appointment with Dr. German


  • ordering all the lifeguard training supplies i need April 4-16.


  • getting my board members orgainzed and prepared for our meeting on Monday


  • preparing for my new endeavor: the Healthy Soledad collaborative


  • revising the wind & wine festival sponsor packets and food/wine packets


  • turning the swimming pool systems back on & troubleshooting


  • writing out work orders for the lifeguards as they prepare for the pool reopening in my absence


Whew....








Next week: I leave for Denmark! Thursday, March 22 at 4:35pm you will hear the roaring of the 747 jet engines as I soar off into the bright and promising skies of adventure! I expect to encounter wonderful people, become fluent in Danish, and consume more pastries than my workout partner reccommends. Ah, it is my light at the end of the "preparing for vacation" tunnel.




I return April 2nd, but will stay in a hotel in SF to attend my classes at SJSU the next AM. That's right, friends. I will not miss a single class for this trip! Right-o!




I am experiencing the euphoria of dreamland right now, so I will enjoy it. Thanks, Stouffer's.





Wednesday, March 7, 2007

Non-Baby Woes


Here is my beautiful baby nephew Trevor! This photo was taken last month when Blaine & I babysat for 1 week (2 Feb- 9 Feb). I tried to take a picture of him everyday so I could give it to his mom, but I just take forever to get them to his mom!
Speaking of being a mom, I am super bummed (this word is much more neutral than my real feelings) that I will be having shoulder surgery & thus cannot be preggo.
I am REALLY sad.
The schedule is such: it is now March 7th. I leave for Denmark in 2 weeks - March 22nd. I get back on the 3rd of April. Then, I have a prior engagement on April 13th (my half-birthday, by the way). I will try to schedule the surgery for the w/o April 19th. That's two more months of no baby!
That just seems like for-ev-er. (Picture Squints Paladoras saying it from the movie The Sandlot) For-ev-er!
So, please commiserate with me & leave a comment. Just don't tell me it's not really that big of a deal, because I just need to mourn for a bit. Thanks.